you thought it was all over
until it happened again
you lost your composure
it all went downhill then.
it’s hard to be in control
of something you’re afraid of
falling down a rabbit hole
but it was you who gave the shove.
this happened one too many times
and you were pretty exhausted
were you really responsible for the crimes
you committed but never wanted?
it was now hard to let go
of something you were forced to hold onto
you really needed to know
it was time to accept what you had gone through.
